I had to heal a lot. I had to process all the fears that I have been living with as part of me. This has been said by almost every motivational speaker ever. Embrace your power. Find your inner strength. Listen to your heart. And every other variation of observance and acceptance.

My most recent experiences have been with astrology, human design, and gene keys. I had two readings within a week so I have a lot to integrate. I didn't agree with absolutely everything the readers had to say, but there were some key perspective shifts.

Sexuality has been an underlying force within my life. I have power here - a lot of power. And I have largely ignored it. I've let it be felt, but rarely expressed. I have been misjudged when I've used it in the past.

I do not have consistent access to physical energy for action. I have to rest when it isn't there. If I don't, I drain my willpower quickly on everyday things and become bitter.

Denying the bitterness I feel is deeply ingrained and is going to take a lot of listening to allow it to surface.

Exercise is not something I can willpower through. It must be accompanied by joy. There is no substitute.

I will not be able to achieve an empty mind. Movement is required to help quiet and calm my mind.

In a nutshell, my power is inspiration.